Spotting and scared

Woke up at 6am. Spotted in my pantyliner as soon as I did the progesterone gel. Scared the shit out of me. Called the emergency line for the clinic. Dr Loy called back in about 15 minutes. Dr Loy has never called before. He wanted every detail. He's going to see us at 9 for an ultrasound. This will go one of two ways. Hoping its nothing. Hard to keep the negative thoughts at bay. Five years of infertility does not earn me a free pass now that I'm pregnant. I have known that all along but it sure would be nice to have a complication free pregnancy. 

No cramping which is a good sign. I did have some slight cramping yesterday that I blew off as no big deal. It looked like it could be old blood. When it's bright red its a very bad sign so this could be no biggie. 

Praying for a heartbeat.