so last monday was the start of my new schedule at geico. i'm now back on the 9:30-600pm shift which i LOVE. its like i have a new job. its exciting i'm not praying the building will blow up and i am actually enjoying geico sales again... its funny we have a small section its 5 girls and one guy. pray for jimmy to survive w/all that estrogen. i kinda took the opportunity to start fresh there and not make the fertility thing a big deal at work. i'm too much of an open book when it comes to this passion and i feel like i shared too much in my last section. this one with so many girls of course i've been asked about kids (cuz all but 1 of them has children) and i just kinda put it out there... no but we hope it happens soon. praying God's will is now :). i have a feeling that i might get surrounded by a bunch of pregnant girls at the same time but my recent couple of months has prepared me for that with so many close friends getting knocked up.
i'm relieved. i have set some boundaries in reference to my last post and made sure that certain people in my life know that they are not welcome in the group (which now consists of me and chad, butt out) no more "what day are you on?" or "when are you gonna get a 2nd opinion?" or "aren't you gonna try a specialist?" or "do you want my opinion?"... no more... now you all can just let it go.. sit back and relax. how wonderful is it now that you don't have to worry about it (or at least i'm not gonna facilitate your obsessing over it. you get to just be patient and wait for good news. i like that.
again this last "break" from the prescription mix up has been so relieving. we've learned new things, i've accepted certain realities i don't want to accept and i'm feeling happy. God is good. His mercies and grace are new every morning. tomorrow will be a new day.
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