So it's 1:49am on the day of the transfer. I clearly am too excited to be sleeping. I'm so excited. Like when I'm 5 and christmas is only hours away (back when christmas felt like it took forever to role around). I'm nervous and cautious but freakin elated that we get this chance. I'm thankful. So many have taken our fertility on as their burden. I get texts and emails just to encourage me. I have so needed these deep seeded friendships that not only allow me a forum to vent about fertility but also allow me to share in the goings on of so many others. It has brought some friendships to a higher level. I'm so grateful for some of these special infertility side effects.
Speaking of side effects. I am so uncomfortable. My body is aching from all the meds. My back legs and even my hands are sore. It's wild. I'll take it. I'll take the headache I've had for God knows how many weeks now. It's all worth it just to know that we did everything we could to get to this kid. In my heart when I'm walking or sitting at my dock on the lake I hear "come get me!". We are on our way baby. Woweeee.
Will update after I come out of my Valium daze tomorrow.
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