Odd update.

There are two sacks. One looks great. Saw the yolk sac and it looked perfect. The other and I quote, " does not look good." Dr. Loy could see blood in the 2nd sac and an additional area of blood in the uterus. He said to expect more spotting. Shouldn't be a lot but it will still make me crazy. 

Yes, we only transferred one embryo. There was a 2% chance of it splitting (identical twins). He said there is a chance that it split and there is a chance that that sac is just a uterine clot.  Judging by the size being the same as the 1st sac though he thought it was a 2nd gestational sac. 

The bleeding he also is attributing to a cervical erosion. The progesterone gel can do that causing some bleeding. I am on A LOT of progesterone. 

How do I feel... I'm not happy or sad. I'm sorta speechless on how I feel. We aren't supposed to have twins. I feel a little relieved that one of them doesn't look good because I don't trust that my uterus can carry both long enough. That relief also makes me feel really guilty. I'm sort of set at ease. That's all I got. Shouldn't have cramping or bright red blood but should expect more of what happened this morning. I can't go to work with my mind like this. Next appt is 8/20. Be still my heart.